If I never see your face again - Maroon 5 ft.Rihana
Thursday, May 17, 2007,9:07 AM
Reflections
So glad that it was peaceful day between you and I, not much of communication but at least with no unhappy things happening. Recently I being asking myself about one question, am I a very good temper person? I do have some disagreement about things happening and unhappy with some people around, I like to complain a lot about all these and even thought of some childish plans on how to get my revenge in future. In the end, I did nothing at all, think I just like to talk for fun, at least won't hide anything unhappy inside my mind.
Some friends said that I'm giving in too much, I don't really know if I'm doing a right things by keeping a distance and giving in to you. I might look scared in this situation but somehow is because I'm too tired to argue or even talk to you, maybe is because what I only want to see is the happy face of your's. At least if we keep a distance, there will be no unhappiness or disagreement between us.
Some have asked me if I have totally forget about my love. I'm not a cold-blooded creature, so if I say that I have totally forget it, it will be a lie to you. It will take some more time, but won't be too long because never stop seeking for your own happiness even when bad times occur.
If you ask me whether I have regretted going into relationship this time, I will answer a 'NO' because at least this time I have tried to put in my effort into it, not 100% effort yet but at least I tired. Think everything goes in a cycle, in the past I never put in effort into my relationship and treat my ex-girlfriend especially my first love good enough. Heard of 'regrets' so many times and yet after so long then I truly learn my lesson.
Heard about many stories related to family problems recently, I must really thanks my god for everything I have now. Every family do have family problems no matter how rich or happy they are, my family also have problems too, but after knowing their family stories, mine if nothing compare to them. So many unhappiness within them and some even led to divorce or violence cases, I'm really fortunate to have a small but happy family. Learn to cherish everyone who are close to you, your family, your love one and true friends, we only live once, enjoying life is one important thing but treasure everything is the one that make life so meaningful to us!
Believe In It!
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
