Dance or Singing are no problem at all and I don't have any fear in performing you see I can perform for free because what I ask for is the happiness during the process and hope people recognize my talents! Not for the sake of fame or some stupid superstar dream..
I don't show doesn't mean I don't dare Give me a stage and I will show you what is so call performing! Oh I need either band and some great dancers too.. Haha
Feel like writing songs again but no motivation at the moment Really hope to achieve something before the end of my poly life And keep on reaching my personal targets after National Service
We only live once and most of the things can only be done once Apart from my business plan, I want to continue trying something fun and exciting!
*Is Not How Long Our Life Can Be But How We Going To Spend Till The End Of It!*
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Friday, June 29, 2007,10:41 AM Crash And Burn
A beautiful old song that express a beautiful message.. You're Not Alone!
CRASH AND BURN By: Savage Garden
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
Chorus: Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone
When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the day
Repeat Chorus:
Because there has always been heartache and pain And when it's over you'll breathe again You'll breathe again When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild wild heart
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Thursday, June 28, 2007,9:37 AM NTU Students..
Take a look at this, some really humorous feedbacks of a Indian Lecturer Can't believe that all these comments actually came from NTU studens...
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Toasty Mama
Bringing you the latest commercial by Mr Ah Heng! Title as 'Toasty Mama' Nice!
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007,8:34 AM Dead Or Alive
It was a shocking news to me when I heard about the death of Chris Benoit and his family.
For who have no idea who Chris Benoit is, he is actually a professional wrestler from 'World Wrestling Entertainment ' (WWE). Benoit went by the ring name the "Canadian Crippler" and his signature moves included a flying headbutt, the triple German suplex and the "Crippler Crossface."
Used to be big fan of wrestling and I can still remember in the past when we were watching wrestling vcd, playing wrestling games on the playstation and even wrestle with our friends with some of the moves that we learned from the shows. Looking back at it, I feel like laughing it out with those childish stuffs that I did. During the primary school days, we actually had wrestling contest such as 'Royal Rumble', 'Survival Series', 'World Tag Team Champion' and etc. There was once when I even use a chair and attack my classmate! Damn violent dude...
Is really so much fun that we used to have when we were young, so many things have passed and memories seems to be fading as we grow older. Looking at Chris Benoit incident, we can see that how fragile our life could be. We will never know the real reason why he choose to end his own life together with his wife and child, maybe is because of drugs abuse? or maybe some other reasons that he didn't want to explain at all.
Although nowadays I don't watch wrestling anymore and I am not a great fan of Chris Benoit, I still feel sad for him and pity that we have lost another great athletes. Fighting hard for many years, sacrificing his sweat, energy and blood, he is a great man with a huge passion! We should not bother about the murder/commit suicide case of his, let's just remember him as one of the best technical wrestler in the world. RESPECT!! *People tend to remember every single mistakes that we made and None will remember the success that we have done*
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Death of Benoit...
New Extracted From Yahoo ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Professional wrestling superstar Chris Benoit killed his wife and 7-year-old son before hanging himself from his weight machine.
Law enforcement officials believe Daniel Benoit was killed Saturday, one day after Benoit also allegedly strangled his 43-year-old wife, Nancy, in the upstairs family room of their luxury rural home.
Another Bible was placed next to her lifeless body which was wrapped in a towel, The Atlanta Journal-Constitution reported Tuesday.
The three bodies were found in separate rooms of the house on Green Meadow Lane in Peachtree City in what police are calling a double-murder suicide that stretched through the weekend.
At Sunday morning, two co-workers received a series of text messages from the cell phones of Benoit and his wife. Most stated his home address in Fayetteville, about 20 miles south of Atlanta. One message from Benoit's phone said: "The dogs are in the enclosed pool area. Garage side door is open," according to WWE.
The text messages led WWE to ask authorities to check on Benoit and his family.
District Attorney Scott Ballard said the messages appeared to be an attempt by Benoit to get someone to the home to find the bodies after his suicide.
Investigators found anabolic steroids in the house and want to know whether the muscle man nicknamed "The Canadian Crippler" was unhinged by the bodybuilding drugs, which can cause paranoia, depression and explosive outbursts known as "roid rage."
"In a community like this it's bizarre to have a murder-suicide, especially involving the death of a 7-year-old," Ballard said. "I don't think we'll ever be able to wrap our minds around this."
He said Benoit's 43-year-old wife was killed Friday in an upstairs family room, and her feet and wrists were bound and there was blood under her head, indicating a possible struggle. Daniel was probably killed late Saturday or early Sunday, and his body was found in his bed, the district attorney said.
Benoit, 40, apparently hanged himself hours later, Ballard said. His body was found in a downstairs weight room hanging from the pulley of a piece of exercise equipment.
The prosecutor said it appeared the wrestler remained in the house for up to a day with the bodies.
The boy had old needle marks in his arms, Ballard said. He said he had been told the parents considered him undersized and had given him growth hormones.
"The boy was very small, even dwarfed," Ballard said.
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Tuesday, June 26, 2007,9:09 AM PM Chalet
Went to a chalet at Downtown East last Sunday The chalet was organized by 'Pasta Mania' and is also a farewell party for our dear manager Bel!
First of all I would like to say that Downtown East has improve quite a lot since the last time I came. The atmosphere over there seems to better whereby there's not much 'Ah Beng'&'Lian' compare to the past. These people are a branch of stupid idiot who think they are very 'BIG' and like to show off those 'Mickey Mouse' tattoo on their body and staring at people as if they never see any human being before. If you think you are some smart ass, go earn at least $3000 a month for me to see then.
Anyway let's continue about the chalet. Sorry and quite pity that Joe and I couldn't come on Saturday which was the actual day of it. Miss out most of the fun and some great alcohol i guess? But what ever it is, we still manage to go on the second day. Joe actually just came back from KL that day. I didn't have a good nap the previous night and both of us were quite tired but since this is for Bel, we won't mind at all. Not everyone were there and a bit pity that we can't stay overnight as I have school the following day, but I'm still happy to see most of them there such as Abby, Suan Ju and Soonie they all.
Oh by the way, we manage to finish up most of the food! In the past we will never able to finish everything that we brought for BBQ and end up I have to take them home. You can say that I'm greedy but food is precious and people at 'third world country' don't even have proper meal each day, we are just a bit fortunate than them and this doesn't mean we have the right to waste food!
Well although is not really a exciting night but is still a nice gathering for everyone of us from 'PM' and sort of seeing Bel for the last time before she returning to her homeland and migrating to Canada. I'm not sure about this but I think that there won't be much chances to have another gathering soon..But no worry alright because I will miss most of you..lol
When speaking about 'PM', many thoughts will come across my mind. Lots of things to say and great memories to be share. Someday we might forget about each other and lost the memories that we used to have. Everyone are 'fighting' for what they desire and forming their own way of life in future. I'm not sure that I will remember every single thing that we have but those fun and happy moments will always keep inside my mind.
You might be gone this time and every expression will soon disappear from my sight. I know I still have a choice of my own but I'm still a coward now. Need to keep on 'Fighting' and find out my way out. You can choose to run away from it but you will never be happy...
*Problem is a thing to be solve and not just running away*
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Thursday, June 21, 2007,11:21 PM I Don't Wanna Fight No More..
################################ I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
& this loneliness that's in my heart
wont let me be apart from you
I don't want to have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
so I'm hoping we can start tonight
cause I don't wanna fight
NO MORE... ################################ LIFE is all about keep on 'fighting' and 'fighting' We fight for our freedom, happiness, survival..... We are just normal human being, not a superman or superwoman Giving up a 'good fight' is so easy But getting back to the 'fighting arena' is so damn hard Even if you try to 'fight' back, you might get beaten easily "Sometimes I wish I could Turn back time Impossible as if you may seen"
For all of you who are 'fighting' hard for happiness My support is always with you all and have a meaningful life Those who wanna give up please be strong! If not you can just have a meaningless life and drift away from this colorful world..
*Choosing is easy but Life is more than just a decision*
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Z00! Part-1
'Welcome to Singapore Z00!'
Join my mother on her company outing. Last time used to be those boring chalet and etc but this time decided to go with her because we are going to the Zoo! The last time I went was many years back during my primary school time. I have tried to organize a Zoo trip with my friends but our time just couldn't match with one another, I can only say that if our bonding are close as a group, there's no reason why we cannot manage to find a day for it. What ever it is, I am quite excited to go to Zoo! Here's some photos that I took along the way.
Monkeys!
Wait! I don't think this is a real monkey and the red thing on his...look a bit... =X
The 'Scorpion King' Glow In The Dark...
I love cats and I mean 'BIG' Cats..lol The white tigers!
Cats just love to sleep during day time.. For you information, please this is a 'Puma' and like to sleep only..lol
Some stupid bird will eat these!
A Giraffe?
My mum and Aunty Lian Dan To be continue...
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Z00! Part-2
"Welcome to the Farm" What's so fun about going to the farm... Because I got to see my big brother '大猪'(Big Pig)! I am '小猪' you see(SHOW) Hehehehe My cute little brother..lol These black pigs are damn fat okay! Sleep and Eat only.. =X
Here's some photos to test your eye sign, my phone camera are very good so don't blame me if you can't find..lol
Find sunny bear bear!
Find the crab!
Find the 2 monkeys!
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Wednesday, June 20, 2007,11:59 PM Z00! Part-3
"Welcome to Africa" Luck was not on our side yesterday because there's no sign of lion to be seen! There's only one female lion sleeping at the far end and I don't know why the male lion actually gone missing. However here's some photos that I took.
More animals along the way! Some animals just love to hang upside down..lol Well that guy in photo look a bit extra but the these little fellows are cute dude!
I find this phrase really meaningful
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
Z00! Part-4
"Welcome To Reptile World" I don't really like reptile except for Crocodiles because Crocodiles look quite cool and mysterious, so calm when you see it from far but attack vigorously when provoked.
Saw this White Tiger Jewel Figure at the gift shop, it has a very nice design and quite shinny when it has a spot light on it. Can consider buying it if I'm rich
It was a very peaceful and relaxing afternoon, no technology or stress but just animals and natural beauty around me. Suddenly I have this mindset of getting a job at the Zoo in future and since I know some people inside, I believe it won't be difficult to get it. I like animals a lot, maybe is because of my father's influence as he like animals too. You have to agree with me that sometimes is better to face animals more than some irritating human beings, at least animals will recognize your effort for taking good care of them and will become a good 'buddy' in return. Some humans are just stubborn, think highly of themselves, selfish and treat others like trash, worse of all they never seek for improvement in their life, don't you think that they are worse than our animals friends... 'Goodbye!' 'Hope I can find time to go visit the Zoo again in future' 'Zoo is not a childish place but is a place where we can stay away from this cruel society' 'PEACE!'
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
-DREAM!-
“On the day when it was raining,
the feeling seems to be so cool
raining moment is still so true
wish that life can always be that peaceful"true”
"Happiness is the thing that I'm being searching for,
