If I never see your face again - Maroon 5 ft.Rihana
Wednesday, March 19, 2008,9:45 AM
New Reflection
Today I learn something new again..
Actually not really a new thing about life cause I already knew it long time ago, but from now onwards I believe I'm able to overcome all these problems already.
I'm not sure what's the reason and since when I started to lose confident in myself, is sort of like losing track of what I really want. Maybe is because I really scare of losing and getting hurt again, therefore I started to look differently about people about me and especially those who's mindset are still not independent enough. I used to think that something is so easy and happiness is all that matters, but some experiences shown that it is not as simple as I thought.
On the previous entry, I mentioned about 'What can I give her' before taking any action, all the while I been trying to answer this question but I will stuck in this stupid question over and over again. I know is wrong to have this mindset that because I'm not rich or handsome enough, is very hard to go after the girl I like.
Ya ya I have no car or what ever but now I can tell you that 'Who Cares!'. It's really childish if we only talks about how rich we are, I met this kind of people before and seriously I disrespect them even if they are some hot babes. This kind of people are best for flirting and I will enjoy playing around with them, is fun after all.
Thanks to my friends advices, I am relief that I'm enlightened and no longer need to struggle with these problems again.
Guys, let me just ask you a question, if the girl you interested like another guy who is a bastard, will you fall in love with someone who like bastards and if she likes you, does this mean you are a bastard too? This question is meant for a stable relationship.
So what can I giver her? well I'm still a student who have no stable income, therefore is not possible to talk about stability in life yet, but the best that I can give now is to cover her with loves and happiness. I trust myself this time and I won't regret for having this belief.
We already grew up until so old already, how many regrets have we made? When will be the day that we stop regretting in life? No one can tell you as is only you who is able to answer it.
As for me, I choose to stop it now...
>>>And is time to look for the next happiness..! >
